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A Druid BBQ

 

The ragin’ pagans were fooling by the fire.

That deflagration was disguised as change in history rags,

there was love

but a love that was a toss-one-off pure & pointless exercise.

Surely the police presence added emotion or veracity?

The truncheons of logic exposed inner brittles

though once there were no bones left to batter

those frantic puddles of flesh

became even more consecrated in their conviction.

Why deities love sacrifice has always puzzled the lambs…

though only momentarily prior to their individual emergency.

My mouth waters, can’t help it.

 

 

from Belief (Flying Islands, 2019)
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Just Get Over It

 

My periods were always chaotic

& I was partying hard.

My baby boy had a rocky road those first months,

inside me when my life was joylessly forgotten.

 

Everyone promised.

Nothing was delivered, I sat by

his sickness, tiny Jim would cough like he was

expelling the world.

 

That shitty-toothed winter I would constantly push the pram up/down a Victoria St that was so busy with connection.

Prostitutes & social workers tutted in the gloom.

Tony once dropped by randy & broke, hadn’t seen him in years

 

- those years were severed strings. I once sat in St John’s

crying to all those Christs who run the world.

Blood on the door was some message -

the minister sounded positive, all will have shelter

 

from the blights of the Lord. Jimmy cried softer

then died. There was so much sympathy

for 6 weeks. 67 “friends” “liked” the funeral arrangements.

Everyone said it was time to

 

Get Over It.

I will live without compartments.

from Getting By                        Not Fitting In (Island, 2016)

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Girilan

 

This dozen amused tourists

surround a dead dragon on the sand.

 

Its last ferocity

is the stench that armours each ending.

Already delicate fins are trimmed to lace

by the scission of crabs.

 

Beneath a corona of flies

spirit is urged to shuck flesh.

 

Harp of teeth

reach out to voice.

A roadmap of spine leads towards the spume.

 

Hygienically cleansed

under flash–bulb asepticism.

 

Any shift in tide will send this

crashing to the tale.

There is history,

but it won’t tell.

From Sea of Heartbeak (Unexpected Resilience)

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god1e

 

is light, the pixel storm.

Airless stream

warm ride

the random grim forge

biography of space

effulgent plumes

airless gash-gold

unmannered manna

hand painted diamond

spotlit rock.

 

It is the explosion of mass, all coalescence is an antithesis

and we dare not look.

 

Here, where deities are discussed,

in the topography of sunlight

we blather in chasms of parrot green,

tumbling lambs and tinted alps.

The lake falls home

(ti-tree bows and gumnut scrap),

foreign grasses run for cover.

 

The estranged children are shadows,

young men linger in the canopies

of their failure to thrive.

Light is father for those who rule -

caterwauling congress

fenced under tin.

But we are dappled things and cordial -

tamed festival, flakes of sparrow.

For this I pray to Energy,

Toot the Rod.

 

From holtite eyes

gems of dyed blond

rose-moles on backs

bikini tops sleep on incandescent sand.

Beneath the sun we are always naked,

aroused and prayerful.

Landlords ring the Holy, nagging customers of this

heaven-handled electrician… burning plastic,

smouldered books.

 

God1 eats all space and burns out gender,

the ruins of territory are silent. You are pleasure

and greed. The christians were right,

except the judgement. If love lies here

it’s buried deep. Appropriately inexplicable

radiant pestilence.

 

I am healed beneath your lips.

 

 

 

From The Ambrosiacs (Island, 2009)

 

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SPIN the BOTTLE

 

On the train

the two of them are big, wear

denim like animal skins, hair carved freeways

& beards a wilderness. They stink (soil, damp & sweat).

 

Talking to a woman

Newtown              mid 30s

her language cranked down to a strine

that soothes, dampens, lubricates

the rambling of these men.

 

Everything they do or say

is as though it's grabbed.

Even simple talk about the weather is found

& taken like a ram raid.

 

No, she doesn't drink

after 15 years of fighting it -

Fucks ma head.

Her face torn,

tense - maybe unfriendly except for the words plus

she's given them her address

(causing the shit-rich shipwrecked

suit-woman across the aisle to become panicky,

a shiver at the perimeter).

 

Yeah Newtown. They're heading to the Cross

....for a while.

 

I realise they're me, bar a few accidents.

I'm her with her habits

in handbags & other people's hallways.

 

They're a miracle of matching

& so common.

 

Or rape. Will the guys talk about

sharing the bitch?

 

Perhaps she'll tame

& pamper them with hot meals beside eastern curtains.

Give them perfumed baths, stories to carry

to the next stop.

 

Prison, psych hospitals

the bush & the beats.

 

They're dangerous

 

& wander uncertain paths with only

a spinning bottle for a compass.


 

From Stories of the Feet (Five Islands, 2004)

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 LOOK BACK IN LANGUOR

 

Summer never comes till January:

false starts through crooked Spring ,

breaking of waters in a wet December,

tossed chum/ the blood of christmas. Then HERE.

 

Our feet like dinosaurs on this beach wearing

gold from the textures of sand

 

& lovers, we touch

with the sacred clumsiness of monks

hungry seagulls scowl

as tour buses prowl the promenade

a  dance in slow motion           (familiar in the dry notes,

dots amongst coils).

 

Our thongs wander past

energetic panel vans.

Nearby, some anxious soul says

"there is no fear"    even as he looks.

He is an extra....

(they also serve who only stand & stare).

 

"Bang!" she laughed happily. Young women, lycra trips,

falling as the promised old leaves,

falling like the surf,

 

falling like ink, like

something important

 

Male hormones above the droplets airborne, each day

heat hangs over everyone

like a loan.

The afternoon breeze arrives innocently

(never, of course, to be trusted).

 

Children run across the placid surface of sunbaking adults,

someone thinks of dinner.

Hair teased up like parakeet, Matt, The Cork, parades .

 

Small humours, pigment, the constant breaks.

 

Look back in languor,

pure as idiocy

happy as pharmacy

 

I ride the curving stream of your neck.

Riding this day.

 

 

From The Ways of Waves (SideWaLK, 2000)

 

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  LOST

For Lake Pedder, dammed for electricity generation

 

1.       Over the browns and

ginger of that month.

 

Rain on the day, gangs of

silver mist

loitered.

First light ink-brush fingers

combed the distance / soothing

the arch back of stone.

 

2.       They are waiting

for the word

in weatherblown, torn khaki plastic.

 

Torrents

in angry fusillade dropping from the clouds against

the obdurate calm of the waters,

as like opposing elements

this downpour is no relation

to the lake's still

or the earthbound beard of ice clinging

brittle beneath overhangs.

 

Tears

& other human stuff

bounce off the pink sand.

 

3.       Some have dived to find the hidden shore,

pressed fingers on the old beach.

 

And sunsets still bring rose to the water

as the lake lies buried beneath itself.

 

From Nitty Gritty (Five Islands,1997)

 

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